Complete Absence Of Doubt
I wonder how many of you can honestly say that you live your life with a complete absence of doubt. Can you actually imagine what it would be like? There would be no little voice inside your head screaming at you in its shrill little voice, “You’ll be sorry!” Your self-sabotage voice would get permanent laryngitis and be unable to natter at you about anything.
On every level of your being you would know that the pull you feel inside you, which may be neither gentle nor subtle, is in the driver’s seat and you have no choice but to go along for the ride. As one of my clients so clearly put it “God would never put me in harm’s way.” He is so clear about that and so focused on his belief that there is no fear left in him anymore. He just knows. When the doubt went, the fear went with it.
Some of my clients that have been with me for a number of years have made huge inroads in their lives. I won’t say that they have total absence of doubt, but some of them are pretty darn close. It’s an amazing feat, knowing that you’re doing what you’re supposed to be doing and nothing can stop you from succeeding in it.
How did they get like that, you ask? Guts, perseverance, determination and partnership for I have walked beside them every step of the way. I probably know them better than they know themselves.
Its very rewarding to allow my inner guidance that lovingly, clearly and confidently led the orchestration of their lives. The flow and the ease in which it happened is awe-striking. Sometimes a client is pulled from the jaws of some deep, dark abyss that threatens to suck them into the forever of darkness. Its all about gently bringing them back to a place of warmth, security and safety with gentle loving arms, cradling them until they could stand once again with renewed strength.
I truly recognize the miracle that my life is, even with all the appearances that try to knock me off my path and into some innocuous activity with little purpose and plenty of distraction. But, I know deep down that I am being guided by a firm and strong hand so pure and so sure that all of the egoic attempts to steer me away are in vain. My focus is strong, My doubt has virtually disappeared. The clamour of voices is gone so there is virtually only one voice to listen to. If I listen to it, it will lead me with a sure hand.
I wasn’t always like this, so don’t think I was lucky being born aware. My awakening journey is only 13 years old in 2009. It has taken me a lot of work, struggle and determination to get to this place. While the clamour of voices was going on I had to make choices as to which voices I listened to. I had to gain insight as to which voices were in which game and who was trying to trick who. Above all, I had to develop discernment as to which voices were the cheerleaders and which ones were the opposition.
My self-sabotaging voice has disappeared totally. I remember when it was so logical and rational and seemed to be so right. A lot of times, it had me totally convinced and I followed its advice, after all, it sounded so practical that I actually tried to disconnect the other voice, the one that truly had my best interests at heart. After a while, I actually stayed on the line, more and more, listening and taking a giant leap of faith over the chasm of doubt, fear and uncertainty, only to find that I was perfectly safe and sound. Steadfastly, I’ve hung on the line, waiting and listening for the next hint, the next step until the moment of now, where I know than nothing is impossible. With diligence and work you will discover that you really can fly and after a while, you don’t even need a net to catch you, because you won’t fall ever again.
